people

people 

are

actin

up.

i got my life played on a serious tip about three times today. i feel like i try hard to be cordial, understanding, and patient with people, especially my "friends." i guess not - not matter what you do for people, how much you help, love, console, or support people, when you make one mistake they hold it against you disregarding all previous actions.

i think i'm guilty of this too. why do we hurt our friends? disregard their feelings and needs because we are only concerned about our own? human nature? i hope not. i think we've been taught to be selfish - to hurt, to hate, to spite, to hold grudges.

i'm trying to be more positive, be kinder, more patient, understanding with my friends and those i come in contact with on a day-to-day basis, but people make it hard for me. i could say 'im not fuccin with people anymore,' but that wouldnt help - it's too negative for me.

im done thinking about it. i love people no matter what. 

"in spite of everything, i still believe people are really good at heart"

-AF